Over the last several months I hadn't felt as vibrant as usual. I could connect it to a couple of challenging issues but working directly on the obvious issues were not working. I tried clearing ancestral patterns connected to the obvious issues but that wasn't working either.
After months of clearing bits and pieces of the issues in my life, I realized that my maternal grandfather had not crossed over and was in my energy field locking in some of the issues. He had never shown himself to me before because it wasn't time for me to know about him.
Why do people sometimes not cross over?
First off, once someone has died, there is no longer time and space like there is on our planet so to us it may seem like 100 years or more since they died but to them it may seem like the same moment or day that they died. They may not cross over due to not wanting to leave a loved one, feeling guilty about their life so thinking they may go to hell, or a variety of reasons.
Back to my maternal grandfather:
My maternal grandfather died before I was born so I only knew a little bit about him based on the stories I've heard from my grandmother, mom, aunts, and cousins. My issue connected to him was, "men always leave" whether it be emotionally, mentally or physically. They usually see the light and come back at some point but its typically too late by that point (at least for me). My maternal grandfather left my grandmother and headed to Hawaii to marry another woman when my mom was around 3 years old. For some reason it didn't work out with this woman so he came back to his family and stayed with them until he died in his late 50's. My grandmother was understandable angry with him and told me (when she was alive) that she should have never married him.
The remembrance of his story was an "aha" for me and my issue. I did a process to help him cross over (I'll give it at the end of this blog) and felt a lightening of my emotional and physical self.
I asked if there were any other ancestors in my energy field causing me to lock in any issues. I then saw that my maternal grandmother's father (my great grandfather) had never crossed over. Now this was the big kahuna of the ancestral releases!
I'm going to back up about ten years ago when my middle son came to me and said, "there's a gangster type of man that is always with me. He tells me things I should do that I know are not good for me and some times I act on them and feel bad about it." I did an intuitive check in on his energy field and saw the man and said, "I think this is a past life you had that never crossed over." During further investigating of this lifetime, I found that I was my son's (the gangster) relative and had gone to jail for the whole family.
My son and I did a crossing over of his past life self and he felt much relief. About 1/2 hour after we did the crossing over, my son's close friend came over who was very intuitive. He said, out of the blue to my son (while I was in the room), there's a man in your energy field who is upset with you. You did him wrong and he wants you to mend your ways." My son's friend's comment totally shocked my son who had not said anything to him about this "gangster" type of character who had been "haunting" him in his energy field.
About six months ago, around the time I started feeling not as vibrant as usual, my cousin, a genealogist, sent a photo around to many of the relatives. It was a mug shot of my maternal grandmother's brother who was thrown in jail for the whole family. I found out that my maternal grandmother's family were bootleggers in the early 1900's. They felt that my grandmother's brother had the least amount of responsibilities so would be the best person to take the rap for the clan. His dad, my great grandfather, died before this occurred but he seemed to be glued to the family drama and didn't want to leave/cross over.
When I saw this great grandfather, and then crossed him over, I felt such relief that I wanted to dance a jig! I felt so much freedom that I wanted to sing a song to the world! I feel certain that my son and I were our own ancestors so this difficult situation was locking in a pattern, "we did something wrong so must hold onto lots of guilt now."
Now is the time to clear up our ancestry. Pinpointing the ancestors who are anchoring these patterns by not crossing over is an important way to shift the ancestry dramatically.
Healing Process to Cross over the Ancestry and Heal Ancestral Issues and Patterns
Do this exercise regularly since your ancestors may not cross over until the issue is ready to clear or until they are good and ready.
We are living in an amazing time of new beginnings where amazing healing can now take place. You are a Divine Being having a human experience. Enjoy the ride!
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WOW Maureen! This was powerful to read for me. I am so grateful for our session last month. I got moved into my new place and am doing much better on that front. Feeling hopeful and positive. The clearing is a gift! Thank you. CM
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