I recently met with a group of long-time friends talking about some of humanity's challenging issues. This group is an inspirational group for me. I value all the words of wisdom each person has to offer. During this particular evening, we talked about what it takes to heal some of these collective issues. One of my friends said, "I know it sounds simple but it all comes down to love and forgiveness one person at a time."
I told the group that I agreed, in theory, but how do you do it in a deep, heart-felt way without making it a mental construct.
There have been many times where I thought I was in full forgiveness (forgiveness = letting go of the past). I felt love and compassion for the person who hurt me, despite the depth of hurt I felt, until I realized that my body was still holding onto some sort of ancient block that made the feeling state seem somewhat strained and unauthentic.
In my case, I knew that the person who started this hurt (in this lifetime) had some mental health issues and traumas that drove his behaviors. I knew that it was hard for him to behave in acceptable ways when his mood was bad or his trauma was triggered. I also remembered many lifetimes where I had been equally difficult to him creating a neutralization effect of sorts. On many levels I felt resolved with him. However, a part of me was still unconsciously locked into something that I didn't want to be locked into. My body still felt irritated or angry when something triggered some of the old hurts.
Geez! It was so frustrating to "think" I was done with something only to "feel" that I was not. I'm sure many of you can relate.
My search, for the last 30 years, has been to let go of the past as I know it and know that I'm a "Divine Being having a Human Experience. I am NOT my experiences." I fully believe this and my emotions mostly believe this. However, my body isn't as sure.
A client came into my office in 2000 who helped me understand this ancient block we all seem to have that makes it hard to be in full love and forgiveness.
"Cynthia" was interested in healing and higher consciousness and wanted to move out of her old patterns and issues. I did a guided imagery with Cynthia to help her identify her old blocks and issues.
During the imagery, Cynthia saw herself on earth during a timeframe where those on earth could easily communicate with loved ones who had died and moved on. During the imagery, she was communicating with a loved one and talking to him about his journey as though he had moved out of country and was reporting an exciting new adventure. During their conversation, the "telephone line" broke down and she could no longer communicate with him. She jolted up from the table in shock and surprise.
Synchronistically, another person came into my office that same week to further explain this ancient block. "Sarah" had a memory during this same timeframe. She remembered being part of a galactic council of sorts much like a UN. Earth was connected to many advanced races in different parts of the cosmos. She said that the other, more advanced races "banned" humanity from being a part of the council because they were too hard to work with--they felt that they were always right--their egos had become too big and uncooperative. Perhaps our bodies were too dense and couldn't hold a vibration that could maintain love and cooperation.
A third person came in, a few days later, to complete the story. "Larry" remembered a timeframe after the "fall" of humanities connection to other advanced cosmic races. He remembered that earth had once been fully connected to advanced races in the universe and also knew that the connection was still within him and all humans. Larry also knew that the connection could be re-established, when the timing was right, by activating "codes" within each person. In the imagery/memory, he was keeping these codes safe until they could be activated into an upgraded, full connection to our cosmic brothers and sisters. This would restore our ability to know our Divine potential and move beyond the current mental, emotional and physical limitations.
Now is that time.
Since 2005, I have received much information on how humanity can incrementally upgrade our mental, emotional and physical bodies to a higher level. These ancient codes can be activated but in a way where our ego doesn't get in the way like it once did.
I know that many people are getting information about this in their own unique way and spreading the word. Because of this, our mental, emotional and physical bodies are gradually increasing its capacity to hold more love thus forgive ourselves and each other and transcend the past as we know it.
To help with this, each night, before you go to sleep, state:
"I am ready, willing and able to move to a higher level of consciousness aligned with love and forgiveness. I ask my Higher Self to direct the activation of all codes within me that allow my mental, emotional and physical bodies to carry these qualities fully so I am free to fully express my Divine nature."
The more each of us affirms this and similar intentions, the more we move beyond these mental, emotional and physical limitations that keep us from fully loving and forgiving ourselves and others. At some point, a critical mass shift will occur where all of us are free to enjoy a much happier, loving self that wants the same for each other creating a much better existence together.
Go to my website page "Healing Audio Descriptions at: http://wingsoffreedom1.com/?page_id=9 to understand my healing philosophy. Try the sample audio called, "Resolution with Lesson Givers." Other audios are available for purchase if you feel aligned with it.